Monday, March 11, 2013
The Thoughts-Elizabeth
On a gray, foggy morning, they came, clouding my head, pestering my thoughts. It was then, when I realized my life was never turning back. I tried to ignore that fact, but, it seemed the sun would not pull through until I considered it. And it was that, that annoying speculation, that kept me up at night. I neither could nor would decide if it was a positive thing or not. But I just couldn't stand the aggravating whispers in the dark and the dizziness and the dark, cloudy sky anymore. The guilt, remorse, and shame, gnawing at my last nerve was driving me over the top. And finally, I really reflected on that night, the night that changed everything; the night that's all over the news and the night that i just can't stop thinking about. I needed to tell myself that it wasn't my fault. I needed to launch those thoughts that came into the past. I really just needed the sun to shine and to know its was going to be okay.
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Suspenseful! You make a point here, that the worst things seem to happen when everything is cloudy and gray, and I really like your last line that says "I really just needed the sun to shine and to know its was going to be okay." because that is how I feel a lot of the time. When it is cloudy, it seems like nothing is going right, but when the sun comes out, like today, it seems like everything is going to be okay.
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